sometimes i look back on the nice comments ive received on art i’ve made and its very inspiring. but i feel so far away from that place. i feel like where i was at when i could make interesting pieces of art is so far away and i can’t reach that place anymore.

i don’t finish most things i start. most of it is art block. the block is that i want to improve and i fear drawing the same pieces over and over (i like drawing clouds/skies but i feel like i paint them too much. in reality ive only ever posted a few drawings with skies but have tossed most paintings with them) and i feel like whatever i draw just isn’t good enough. the lighting isn’t interesting, the composition isnt dynamic, theres too much negative space, not enough visual focus, etc etc im also torn between styles of art and its just. SIGH.

sigh :( sorry for ranting but i hope i can get over this hurdle soon.

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weirdoglitch:

nonbinary exposure and voice is important, there’s so many of us that feel like we just don’t get to exist in the world, to our lovers, to our friends, in any area of the arts, anything. we are real. we are trying to be heard. i am trying to overcome my learned fear and avoidance of being loud, of trying to make my point relentlessly, of throwing myself against uncaringness. help me, help us, it’s really important. i promise it is.

Well, I'm sending fan mail. Your freaking good with color and painting. I just discovered you when you liked my most current piece. I really like you art. You have my follow.

oh noo! i meant fan mail as in like… when you send the fanmail format on tumblr (as it tends to be really big/distracting/people use it to send links with spam!) not like nice messages like this one. thank you so much!

WHERE CAN I SELL A KIDNEY SO I CAN GET ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY AN ATTACK ON TITAN COSPLAY FOR ACEN THIS IS IMPORTANT

ART BLOCK

my alter ego breezycatastrophe

but seriously dont buy corporate honey. buy local honey. reasons to buy local honey:

-helps support bee farms/bee keepers!!

-which helps support BEES!!!

-local honey can also help with local allergies!

-honey is good for you!

-corporate honey is probably not entirely honey, probably chemicals/high fructose cornsyrup/a lot of sugar tbh, but dont quote me on that. im not a corporate honey expert. it might not be a fact

-corporate honey smells like farts. this actually is a fact.

-bees are cute and corporate anything is pretty shitty tbh

-bees

bearslayer:

CORPORATE HONEY

DONT BUY CORPORATE HONEY. SAVE THE UNDERPAID BEE WORKERS.

goin 2 da stor

goin 2 da stor

single and ready to pringle

kingzart:

My fandom creepin’ in…★ Rue belongs to Windy, a friend of my friend Frankie belongs to my good friend Ria :)

sorry this is me being weird again but this is my favorite alien harem fanart TO-DATE

kingzart:

My fandom creepin’ in…★
Rue belongs to Windy, a friend of my friend
Frankie belongs to my good friend Ria :)

sorry this is me being weird again but this is my favorite alien harem fanart TO-DATE

your icon for real scared the shit outta me im laughing so hard

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Hey I was thinkin about dying my hair, nd I was just wonderin what you used ah. It looks really nice dang.

my hair was already pretty white but my roots grow in dark. i bleached it with violet based bleach mixed with i think level 20 developer. keep rebleaching your hair untill its basically white!! depending on how dark your hair is you might want to wait a few days inbetween. think of the color as a canvas, if you start off with an already dark color, the color you put on it will also show up dark. the more colorless your hair, the more vibrant your color will show through.

then i used ageless beauty hair toner V10 (i think its called very cool light blond or something?) your hair should come out silverish.

then i mixed a lot of conditioner (white is best though the color of the conditioner wont effect the color of your dye, but you can see what color your hair will turn out if the conditioner is white. think of it as mixing paint) with only a few dips of the dye of your choice (i used manic panic ultra violet.in the past i’ve used special FX (its vegan i believe), though most of those colors are discontinued but its by far my favorite dye). (you will only be using a very SMALL amount of hair dye and a very LARGE amount of conditioner) 

be careful mixing your dye! go slow. mix/dilute your color with the conditioner (hopefully white) until the color is a shade slight darker than the color you want your hair. (itll lighten up when its your hair color.) basically youre diluting your color with conditioner, which will also soften the bleaching you did to your hair.

tips:

- dont wash your hair every day. it strips your hair of natural oils and the cuticle of your hair needs to grow back after bleaching

-make  a lot  ofyour dye/conditioner mixture and put it into bottle or container and keep it in the shower. put it in your hair in the beginning of the shower and then do your shower thing and wash it out. it’ll help rejuvenate the hair color and to be honest, having pastel colored hair will piss you off because itll fade literally every time you shower

-there are some dyes out there that are already labeled “pastel” (where you wouldnt need to mix in conditioner) but i would honestly suggest buying a normal colored dye and diluting it with conditioner because you will have to redye your hair very often for the upkeep and its insanely cheaper to just use a little bit every time

happy hair dying!

i have a question! do you know when the badges for acen should be arriving? i think they said that they were going to be shipped around april? but im not sure when they're supposed to be arriving

im so sorry, i have no idea. i havent been able to afford a badge in years and ive always bought it at the con

LEX IS GOING TO BE THE FUCKING END OF ME

LEX IS GOING TO BE THE FUCKING END OF ME